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Back in the New Year I decided to make some major changes to my life. I stopped working completely (I’d been doing some teaching) and began clearing out my painting studio. I did something I never thought I would. I burnt piles of work. Then I threw or gave away piles of material. Then I burnt more things. Then I took down all my now empty studio shelves...
Pleased with the empty space I decided I wouldn’t waste my energy on painting large paintings in there anymore. Instead I turned the shelving into a work top, bought some kitchen units to put it on, found a table and added a bed. Suddenly I had a cosy den to work in.
Instead of painting large messy abstract painting I found I was making small drawings of the things around me. I became excited about pens, coloured pencils and sketchbooks. I bought a scanner. I started posting the things I draw to my blog (http://www.michaelnobbs.com). The redesigned my blog. I began to smile a lot more. Suddenly I was a illustrated blogger.
I saw my doctor back in the spring. He suggested (again) that I try taking an SSRI called sertraline. Realising that not continually doing the things I had always done seemed to be making me happier I surprised us both by saying “yes.” I began to smile even more.
This morning I woke up, made a pot of delicious coffee and took my drugs. On the table in front of me are my pens and sketchbook. Later I shall make a small drawing. A little later still I shall upload it to my blog. Suddenly I find I’m enjoying today and looking forward to tomorrow. Drawing, blogging, drugs and a little coffee are wonderful things...
If you are interested in finding out more about illustrated blogging then the Illustrated Webring (http://www.ringsurf.com/netring?ring=madge;action=list) is a good place to start. To start you own blog for free visit Blogger (http://www.blogger.com) and sign up for an account. For an easy blog that lends itself well to illustrated blogging take a look at Typepad (http://www.typepad.com).
Michael Nobbs is a artist, blogger and part-time ME/CFS sufferer living on the west coast of Wales. You can read his illustrated blog at http://www.michaelnobbs.com and find out about his new book at http://www.thebeany.com.
Written by: Michael Nobbs
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